Hard times

ok so this year has been really hard 2 people i went to school with committed suicide i wasn't really close to them but its still hard i feel so bad for their families well i found out Thursday 17 2011 That One of my Best friends that i worked with at Iggy's Committed Suicide I broke down and couldn't stop crying then today i realized that i am taking my life for granite so from now on i am kissing Aaron goodnight and goodbye kissing Zailey goodbye and telling everyone that i love and care for them i couldn't image my life with out my baby girl or Aaron they are my world i feel so bad for her family she was a wonderful women always had a smile on her face was so nice to all her customers she had two lil children 1 and 3 years and they are never gonna see their mama ever again and that brakes my heart to even think that someone could ever do that to any child I love you Bonnie May you Fly with the Angels Rest with your Mama we will all miss you down on Earth you have been a great friend to everyone at Iggy's and we really appreciate it thanks for everything you have done for me until we meet again Please everyone pray for her Husband, Kids and Family

Halloween

So today is Halloween Oh the fun of going out trick or treating and scaring people :) this year Zailey is going to be a Sunflower she turned out to be the Cutest Sunflower there is i was a vampire mistress it was a pretty cool costume this was the first year zai kinda knew what to do when people handed her candy oh that's right put it in my mouth LOL she had fun picking out her candy and smiling at people Aaron didn't get to go trick or treating with us this year he had to work :( next year hopefully! we came back home and oh man was she hyper let me tell you she only had one piece of candy she would not go to sleep for anything wow that was a long night :/ but i love being her mom and i wouldn't tried it for the world Nov 3 we go into the doctors to see if all Zailey's surgeries are doing what they are suppose to be doing so i will keep you all posted on that lets cross our fingers that its all working right me and Aaron had a date night on Saturday its nice to get out once in awhile we just went to dinner i love spending one on one time with him. So Today is the 3 Of Nov we went bright and early to Zailey's appointment and it turns out that everything is great so until next time :)